sleeping in the dawn

through the window i see the sun rising.
when you think of early in the morning
its really an image of freshness.
instead...as my window gets brighter every second
my head fills with many thoughts.

when will i sleep?
when will i wake up?
when will i eat lunch? dinner?
when will i study for my exams?
...
all these "when will i" questions just fills up my head...

will these thoughts go away when i go to sleep?

or

will it stay forever?

everyday...the chain that is lock my hands and feet
is getting larger and longer.....

will i ever be free.....before death?