time

time wasn't a factor for me before
i had watches, but i didn't looked at them
we had clocks, but i never looked at them
the days were long and nights seemed longer.
but as i got older and older
days seem short and nights seem shorter
i look at my watch often
or i tend to ask people what time it is
time became a big factor for me.

time is very uncontrollable
it goes fast when i want it to be slow
it goes slow when i want it to be fast
and time brings 'end' to everything
eventhough i don't want it to end.

these past days with people i love went amazingly fast
it feels like i met them only yesterday
but now they are all gone
if only we had more days to spend together
or if only the time went by more slowly
we would be still together, enjoying
.....
will i be able to live not caring about time again?